Goodbye Georgia Peaches, Hello Cajun Country!

Okay, so I am not really going to Cajun country per say... but it is an adventure none the less. 3 days ago I was sitting here in my apartment right after a panic attack and I got to wondering how I got this way. 5 years ago I was as wild and carefree as you please. I didn't have a worry in the world, you can chalk that up to immaturity. But somewhere along growing up I lost myself, I became this big stress bomb ready to explode. I don't like who I have become, everyone says that but I actually mean it. I am always tense, always in panic mode, always scared of everything. So what do you do when you hit the bottom? Climb ya big ass out! So that is what I am doing. I made a pact to myself that day that I was going to change, get back to Classic Sami. First step... moving to West Monroe, Louisiana! It might not seem like a big step to most people but to me "safety sam" its HUGE.I think you have to have a certain amount of "balls" to pick up and move halfway across the country with no planning and only a few moments thoughts about it. Wouldn't you agree? This is the first of many adventures, so grab your "oh shit" handle sit down and shut up!